So I have realized lately that my emotions are linked to my body in a way i never really thought about before. I was given some information last night that I didnt want to hear. And on top of that got into a fight with a friend. How is it that my tired body couldnt sleep. In fact it didnt just not sleep, it tossed and turned all night long, i had knots in my stomach, had a few weak stomach moments in the bathroom, went to bed as my husband was getting up for work and then i myself woke up to a nosebleed. how can so many things go wrong in one day. i am already in a weak spot and i keep getting shit thrown at me. i dont understand what i am supposed to do. what am i doing so wrong that i cant move forward? i can only deal with one heavy issue at a time and if i am made to choose i am going to choose for me and nobody else.
my prayer today is that God puts me on the path to recovery. that he helps me to see the light at the end of the tunnel so i can get there. i want to live a good life because when its all over i want to be with my child in Heaven. please if u are reading this. pray for me. and pray for the life of my unborn child.
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