So I have noticed that since its gotten colder I am having more frequent flare ups. Today especially since it was in the high 50s. My hips and calf muscles hurt like no other. I finally have a deeper understanding for those poor people who have hip replacements. OMG I know their pain is much worse than mine but feeling an iota of that kind of pain like is miserable! Anyways, I am thinking about babies today. I am fighting this personal battle on whether or not I want to start trying again next month like we had planned to. Its hard because me and Brad dont really talk about it. When I ask him hes like thats up to you. Its a marriage, I cant decide something this huge on my own? When I told him this he said that I knew that he wanted to have a baby for a long time. Does that mean he wants to try as long as Im emotionally ok? I dont get why we cant just talk. I mean about the hard things I understand theres a difficulty but how can we talk about the big things when we dont usually talk about small things. I dont even know how to explain it. Anyways Im tired and sore so Im going to get some relaxation time in. Goodnight all.
xoxox Baby Jacobs
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