Attempt at Normal

So this week was a long week. Thursday and Friday were nice. Even though I know we need the money its kind of nice when you get an unexpected day off. Woke up at 5:30am and stayed awake and got a lot accomplished. So glad then home and relaxed. Now its time for work again and today was a long, rough and exhausting day. My whole body is sore. Looking forward to the chili cookoff though. Its been a while since I got out of the house with friends and Brad. And its starting to get cold out and I am soo excited. Been pulling out my heated blanket a lot..... mmmm

On to another subject, I tried to talk to Brad last week about whether or not he wanted to start trying again soon to get prenant. He said he didnt want to talk about it then, so last night out of the freaking blue he says no. He wants to get out of debt first. Which is fine, Im glad he finally spoke up about it and I mostly agree, but thats not really the way to go about saying it to me. We need to talk about it instead of him sneaking up on me and talking about it when Im unprepared.

Anyways, havent cried in a while about the baby. Im not sure how I feel about that, but come thursday I know it will change because I am attempting my first SHARE meeting. I dont know how far Ill make it, last time it wasnt past the parking lot. But im sure trying.

Hoping things are starting to get back to normal now.

Goodnight
xoxoxo baby jacobs