Rediculous

So is it rediculous that I am sad about starting my first period post pregnancy? It is kind of like reality is setting in. I know that its goofy and that people probably think that I am crazy and irrational but its just sad.... Its not like I was hoping I wasnt going to start. Like I could even handle another pregnancy right now in my emotinoal, financial and educational place. :-( One day it will happen though. And when that day comes I hope that I am ready for it.


Xoxoxo
Love you baby
Mommy