Another friend gone.

So last month when we said goodbye to john it was hard, and then tonight we had to say goodbye to danielle. so once again i am sad. its a never ending loop. :-( i know that we will see her again next weekend but its still the thought that they wont be here. i told john today that i hoped that our friendship doesnt change and he said that he hopes time and distance doesnt ruin it. and even though it wont ruin it, it will change it. we will no longer know the small ins and outs of day to day things. the small things have already to starting going away. i havent told him about the little silly cool things that happen and deffinitly havent heard anything from him. and i dont talk to danielle over social networking much already just imagine what its going to be like when she isnt in the area! sadness. what am i supposed to do? i still have brad and kristen but fours better than two. :-(


so on to another note. MELATONIN ROCKS ASS! I cant believe i havent tried this in a while. OMG it is wonderful. the first night i took it i was sick and threw up. but i took it last night and it worked like a freaking charm! i feel alseep about an hour and a half after i took it and woke up at around 530 on my own feelling rested AND i didnt even wake up one single time! it was amazinggggggggggg... anyways thats all for tonight. im watching atv show called dead like me. its awesome. goodnight!

(ps- love you baby)